EMERGE 2007

CHC rocks! :]
I feel like i finally got it, what it's all about and what it's really worth; that revelation i needed to breakthrough to another level. Yet it feels to me more like a leap than a step, haha.. it's a HUGE revelation man.. my mind is blown away. I feel like the whole church has changed! It's truly been an amazing few days or rather weeks since Sermon on the Mount was really a preparation for me. Yet i know i am exactly where God wants me to be even though it took 4 years to get here. (And i still feel like i've just taken a stroll down the street and there's still a long long road to the world unwinding ahead of me!)
But it was only when fellowshipping with Mic, La, Bean and Jo until almost 2am after the last svc and going home and thinking about the things we shared, that i realised how everything that happened to me in my life was really really working toward everything that God wants me to do. It's not even what i want to do anymore, because like Pst Kong said, there's another narrower path where we have to lay down our dreams, our ambitions, our hobbies, our loves, and let the Holy Spirit gird us and guide us down a path that we know we do not want to go.
Like Jingxuan said too.. yeah, we might live our lives to the fullest - going bungee junmping, finally getting to go skydiving or sit a helicopter, own your private jet and your millions but if at the end your spirit is dead and your heart is empty, you cannot run from the fact that you missed it, the true reason and purpose for your creation - to know God.
I feel so totally blessed.. that i've hung on to finally see why and what it's for!! I feel so blessed to part of the CHC family with such great pastors and great leaders! I feel so blessed to have friends who have become sisters - Mic, La, Bean and Jo - ppl i can really share with about my walk with God, about what i struggle with, who can support me, exhort me and really really bring me UP another level! :] It's a privilege and honour, that despite all my imperfections and weaknesses, God provided for me! It's really all by His grace :]