I've been a rather mean and grumpy person this entire week and i think my family has really taken the full brunt of it. Rawr.. but like what my dad said, it all boils down to my own time, financial and emotional management. Anyway, i'm grateful that my family really put up with me, even classmates and cellgroup members i'm sure. Haha.. Thanks for accepting me when i'm tired and not at my best. i was reminded today that it's so easy to take others for granted. After awhile, we tend to notice one another's flaws but in order to love others as God does, i've to learn to add value to others and remind myself of their strengths as well.

And i'm glad for the word that pastor preached during cellgroup: that we have the authority to change our circumstances. But since my exams won't go away, i'll have to learn to change my mindset toward the sleepless days ahead! And after hearing Dr. AR Bernard's preaching today, i'm so inspired to be the best i can be; to prepare myself for my destiny, and i find that the stuff i'm studying seems so much more interesting. :]

Another thing to thank God for: Job opportunities! :] I sent in my resumes and it's a week of waiting whilst contemplating the Starbucks job and i'm so glad that there were 2 tuition jobs available. Even though i couldn't take 1, but the point is that after making a decision to trust in Him and not worry about my finances, i see God's hand moving! The tuition jobs weren't even in my consideration and i'd long forgotten about them, but He heard my prayers :] You are awesome God!