I knew I had to do it all along, but I was too afraid of the loneliness that would come.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to go through this. But I know I just need to look up and take courage in knowing that whatever happens to me is not coincedental, therefore I will be able to go through it. And if I ever fall, I know You'll be there to raise me up again.

So his armourbearer said to him, "Do all that is in your heart. Go then; here I am with you, according to your heart." - 1 Samuel 14:7

I know I'll never truly be alone. Circumcise my heart, I'll put everything aside and follow You, my Lord, my King.