Benny Hinn Day #2

Today was an AWESOME service! :] *beams* Rev Benny Hinn prayed for the choir 3 times i think, then Pst Kong also did. Wow.. really feel so privileged and honoured to be serving in the choir la.. :]
I'm so glad! :] God spoke to me about so many areas of my life!

I'm going to heal you of all your past hurts. That was after the first time Rev. Benny Hinn prayed for us, and half the choir was laughing whilst the other half was crying. *obviously i was in the crying half, lol.. But it felt so good, could literally feel like a heaviness in my chest surfacing from within me and i couldn't stop crying :] so much for the makeup.. lol
You are going to be a great clinical psychologist. That was after the second time we went down. I mean that was so out of the blue, but it really spoke to me because i've been struggling with self-doubts about whether i can make it since the beginning of the year. Even though i know without a doubt that i am going to be one, i just can't see myself doing what other social workers are doing even though i feel a strong desire to help those people, especially dysfunctional families and disabled youths, but something always stops me and i always end up feeling frustrated and lost at the end of the day. But talked to LengKian and he really challenged me in my thinking la... >< Even as he talked, could feel the struggle inside, all the things that he said made alot of fear arise in my heart, but yet my spirit wants to just do it. So really made a decision.. to end all this now. Even though i'll probably struggle in this area at every level i grow to, but at least i know God's with me ;] (Thanks Lengkian! :])
Stick close to Me.That's the third time.. and it's literally a 'trust and obey' situation.. cos i know inside that He'll lead me to places my flesh doesn't want to go, yet i was so thankful that i can draw even closer to Him :] And seeing how the Holy Spirit literally pounced on the pastors as Rev. Benny Hinn slained them, it's like seeing another side of God that i've never seen before. I know Him as a comforter, and His Love, but it's like opening a door to find so many more doors ;] and i'm so glad and excited to embark on another leg in my walk with Him to discover more about this God who loves me so much! :]
Like Joanne was sharing with me earlier on the way home, Rev. Benny was talking about how God is waiting for people who are ordained to be saved to enter the Kingdom. And she was saying that we are indeed so blessed! We grew up in a Christian family, hence from young we always knew that Jesus was the Son of God (even if it's just head knowledge, but we never thought of any other religion). Then we went to St. Hilda's and Anglican High (2 schools we later found out had experienced revival and many of the CHC pastors are from AHS!) Plus there're lots of CHC members from our year in St. Hilda's! :] Even during a period of rebellion and backsliding in primary and secondary school, our parents were praying for God's protection over us. And it's only now that we realised how blessed we are to have this covering, that led us to be planted in CHC :] I'm blessed, blessed, blessed! :]