Benny Hinn Day #3

Haha.. ok Mic, here's the post..lol..was too tired last night! :P

Last night's service was totally unexpected. The anointing of God really tripled, even though it didn't manifest itself like in the second night. I felt during the whole service, like i was in the middle of a cyclone or something because i could feel this wind circling round and round me, hot & cold, hot & cold.. and i could actually feel this warm weight on my hands! I kept looking at Joanne and then back to my hands because even after opening my eyes, the feeling was still there. It's like touching this really soft cloth that keeps moving. Totally understood what Pst Kong meant when he preached last time about the Ark of God and how the power of God was emanating from it. That was totally what i felt last night when Rev. Benny Hinn prayed for the double portion of anointing on the choir. It's totally unbearable, you want it yet you can't stand it either. It was like a shockwave, i totally felt it go over me! It was really nice, like being topped up with hot water :] warm and fuzzy on the inside, especially the assurance that God is with me and that i am exactly where He wants me to be! That knowledge is enough la.. that God is pleased with me because i'm on the straight and narrow path. *beams* This is the first time ever in my life that i felt this way, this assuredness that i'm going to be fine.

Really thank God for His grace! The night before, after talking to Leng Kian, i had insomnia because of night terror again.. i think this is only the second time in my whole life i experienced it. It wasn't as bad though, because i knew that those thoughts were coming from outside and not from within me. So i remembered what my boss told me to do (lol..i'm really amused by this, that in the midst of all the fear, his voice popped into my head. God really uses anyone! He's a buddhist btw.. lol) when i have insomnia, don't lie there and try to sleep, get up and do something! Lol.. so i ended up finishing a book, practicing the piano at 5am in the morning..with the soft pedal of course..and reading the bible :] And the next day, Rev Benny Hinn preached about exactly what i read! Lol.. Finally managed to sleep for around 3 hrs before going cycling in the morning! :]
Then as Joanne, Eileen and i were heading down the slope at our house to exit our neighbourhood, this truck in front of us collided with a car turning in! We were like the only witnesses..lol.. It was quite a bad accident, the bumper of the truck was hanging off and the car's hood was totally crumpled halfway up. The woman was in shock and she just sat there and couldn't move, so her car was blocking the whole entrance and we were stuck there for around 15 min ("Aiyoh..so inconsiderate! We're going to be late!! - Eileen) Lol... I don't think this was a coincedence at all..haha..i was telling Joanne and Eileen later that it's too bad for Satan if he's trying to stop us from going to service. Lol!
Was so tired afterwards that i was totally sleeping with my eyes open during fellowship..lol =.= Even when i woke up today, i couldn't get out of bed! I was like crawling.. lol..because my whole body was super sore! And discovered a bruise..lol..dunno how i got that la! Probably from the service, lol... Feel like i got a sunburn or something..whole body is hot, yet i know i'm not getting sick. Haha.. wow.. really shows huh.. our flesh really cannot withstand the presence of God. :]