Holidays have been cool.. have the time to sleep in and stuff. But it took a call for me to realise that i need to step out of my comfort zone and not get comfortable so easily. Haha.. Come on Jean, time to start doing something with my life.

Isa 43:18 - 19
18 “ Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. 19 Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert.

Thanks Junwen for this verse :] Time to move on and not live in the past or be hindered by it. The past is the past, and it'll stay that way. The present is now, and the future is just there if we reach for it.

Even though the pain of past hurts and failures or regrets still follow, but it's something that i'll grow out of and learn to forgive myself for. With God's help, i'll move past it and heal so that one day i can look back and be glad for it in my life. I don't have to move with my circumstances, because they'll pass. Time to detach and form my identity not based on my experiences, but on God alone.

Pst Phil said something about not just doing what you can do, but doing what you CANNOT do, so that as time pasts, you'll realise that you are doing the things that you thought you couldn't do. And God will never ever ask us to do things we can do, but things we can't; so that we need Him to accomplish it.

I don't think i tell myself what i can't do really, but i just label myself as this kinda person, that kinda person and limit myself to certain reactions or things that i must do. I think the wisest advice i need to hang on to and remember now is to always have the right reasons for everything i do.